Decisions, Decisions

Ever since the death of Farol, I've been struggling to come to terms with it. I can't help thinking that it is in some way my fault.

If I had stayed instead of turning back toward the town would we have held off the undead hoard? If the others had not followed me, would he have held? Is this what my father meant when he said my actions have consequences?

This is a new feeling for me. My entire life, I've never experienced an emotion like this. Is this guilt? I don't know what I should do. I don't like this feeling. I can't let something like this happen again because of the choices I make. I will step away and let the others in the group decide.